I'm laying here watching Toy Story and trying not to focus on the amount of intense pain coming from between my legs/my ass. If that sentence was too much for you then you should stop here. As I explained last night I have an abscess and when I woke up this morning it ballooned to probably the size of a Brussels sprout. Now,it might not sound bad but you also have to imagine it full of liquid and throbbing. How's that for a visual? My day has consisted of boiling baths and heat packs. In order to get some relief I was told by my surgeon that he needed to see my pelvic MRI images before he can help me. I called the hospital where I got them and they failed to mention I needed to FAX OR MAIL them written permission to release the images to my surgeon. I made those words bold on purpose because 1.) Thanks for mentioning that way before and B.) As if this all isn't taking long enough I would need to send them fucking permission through the mail. I'm pretty fucking lucky that I can get my mom to fax that shit. Lucky but also unlucky in that I now need to wait another two days before I can send said permission since they didn't tell me until this afternoon. As you can tell I'm more than a little pissed at the situation. I'm just pissed and depressed at this point.
One bright spot for me in times like this is always Disney which is why I'm watching Toy Story and will probably marathon some other Disney movies tonight too. I've been trying to remind myself that in September it'll be time for our trip to Disney World and everything will be fine by then. My cat Misou and a lot of movie/tv binging looks like it'll be my life for the time being until I can get some help from the surgeon. I can already feel myself going a little stir-crazy. I'd like to write more but it's just tough to focus. Now I'm going to waddle to the kitchen and re-heat this heating pad and then take some Vicodin. To infinity and beyond. Today's picture is how I found Misou after I came back from one of my baths.
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AuthorA closer to 30 than 25 female living with chronic illness. I've got an obsessive love for cats, Disney, video games and cats. My name is Alissa. Archives
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